God, are you out there?
You seem so far away. There is too many people here I can’t quite hear you. Wait, what did you say? Please speak louder! I need your help! Answer my prayers.
God, are you listening or am I talking to myself?
Why did you make it a sin that man should not lie with man? I have friends who like people who are the same gender. They are good people. Can they still make it to heaven? Or will they go to hell. There are some people out there who say people like my some of my friends will go to hell. There are some people who tell us that we’re all going to hell. That’s what they preach. They’re so mean.
God, are you even real? If man wrote the bible who says it’s not just a book and you are just a character. Man created the bible therefore man created God.
God, I am so lost. I grew up following your rules, worshiping you, telling you my problems, and constantly asking you for forgiveness. I still want to believe in you but ever since that day nothing has been quite the same. You didn't answer my prayers.
What have I done so wrong that you couldn't just give me what I wanted the most? Why did he have to die? What did he do wrong? I can tell you he did nothing wrong! I am angry with you God! You took my best friend away from me! You took a son away from his mother and father. You took away a brother. Didn't you want us to be happy? Why did he have to suffer?
God sees all, right? God hears all, God knows all. If you saw him suffering why did you let him go through all that pain? If you heard all of our prayers why didn’t you answer them? If you knew that this would make me question you then why did you do this in the first place?
It feels as if I wasted words taking to you. I wasted my thoughts and hoping that everything would turn out OK. I wasted my time think that everything would go back to the way it used to be. Nothing stayed the same everything changed. The world I use to live in is now destroyed.
Is this a test? I’m not good at taking test. Was I supposed to turn out stronger than I was before? Emotionally? Faithfully? I am weak.
Did you answer my prayers? Explain to me? What if I just can’t see it? What’s wrong with me.
I cry myself to sleep thinking that there is nothing left for me.
I think that if I die I would just turn to dust.
Nothing is out there.
The sky, the sky is just a bunch of empty space, not heaven.
God, that scares me. I’m scared. I’m lost. I’m so confused.
What did I do wrong? How could this happen? Why did I let a certain amount of darkness consume my soul? Do I even have a soul? Heaven and Hell, are they even real?
God since that day, everything changed. Since that day I began questioning everything that revolves around you and in my life, with my family everything revolved around you. So since that day I've questioned everything.
God. Someone. Please. Help.