People always try to ask me what's wrong, but they don't actually care, they're just curious. And When i tell them, they'll just smile sympathetically at me and walk away. No one cares about me, even the closest ones, even the ones I trusted the most. They turn out to be something completely different. At first, they act like they really care, but after i say everything and pour my heart out, they leave. Just like that. Like nothing ever happened. Like it's some kind of joke! And it just tears me apart even more. So over these past years I've learned not to trust anyone. I've also learned that keeping everything inside is way better that letting them out and feeling like s*** because no one actually cares about how i feel. There's no one that is actually worth telling how i feel, because i don't need any one's pity. I don't need their sympathetic looks. I don't need anyone acting like they care when they don't! And i Am actually sick of them taking my feelings as a joke! It's not a JOKE! And it will never be. No-one understands me, no-one would ever will. Trust No-one, Save yourself.