I love you with all of the ink in my pen;

A crazy thought, as I'm unsure you see me as anything more than a friend.

I'm also sure that isn't true, but I won't get ahead of myself-

I won't risk losing you.

Hours of conversation on nothing that actually meant everything.

Months of denial that I realize now, had no chance of changing anything.

A terrifying realization, I had expected pain-

Instead, I found freedom; you were my liberation.

Four letters.

One word.

It could change everything.

This could become the future of my dreams,

Or another story of my falling on my own sword.