The word pig

Pig

The word you said when I ate

Pig

The word you said when I had the slightest skin showing

Pig

The word  you said when you looked at Me

Pig

The word you called me when I was just a bit over weight

Pig 

was the word you called me when you didnt want me

Pig

Was the word you called me before I was pretty

There would be four of me

And one of you

But you still won

But do you hear the very sound

Every move

Every crunch

You could tell me ‘

You loved me

Thats why you hurt me

But the word

Pig

Repeats in my head everyday

Pig was the word you called me when I wasnt enough

Pale

I look at my plate

oh how of things have changed

All I eat is kale

But now im really turning pale

I couldnt even tell

If I was hungry

Because my stomach felt empty

No matter how much I tried to eat

I felt dull

Rather than full

The videos of food

Filled my mind

Before i could find my 

Consious

I blacked 

Age

One

Thats how many words I said when i first saw your face

Two 

That’s how many words I said a month late

Three 

That’s how many words I said when I turned 3 

Four

That’s how old I was before you changed

Five 

That’s how many times I had to hide

Six 

That’s the time where you died

Seven 

That’s the age I saw my life change before my eyes

Eight

Was the amount of times I apologised a day

Nine 

Was the age I realized nothing was going to be okay

One

That’s how many words I spoke a day.