I never expected this feeling,

The thoughts of lust are stronger than I imagined,

Every day it grows,

And every day the pain intensifies

Wishing that I can be with you on this dreaded night.

I have never felt a pain that I loved in my life,

But that pain is starting to hurt

The less I see you.

My perpetuate love for you is shared by someone else

As he is with you

And I am all by my lonesome.

My heart beats to your voice,

My lungs fill with your passing fragrance

Hoping that it would replace the oxygen in my lungs.

I exhale.

I want to tell you my feelings of

Love but you are with someone else,

You are the first of the last three.

You are the apple that is forbidden,

And I have taken a bite,

Savoring the taste

As I lose my innocence.

I must let go.