They only tell you What you want to hear but not how they really feel,They make you FEEL some type of way,Some type Of “ Happy”,And you believe Ever single Word that comes out of their mouth because you are young and you don’t know what to believe or Who to trust But deep down you Wished that He was telling the truth about it all And you had been holding on to false hope,A false hope Anyone  can See was there,Anyone But you.How did you allow this To happen? 

but didn’t You want this? isn’t this what you wanted? 

You wanted to feel Special and You did Feel something but not “ Special “ You hung around the Types If girls You’ve always Hated Hoping maybe you’d Grow confident Like them and you hated yourself And you hated the fact that you put up with it for so long,Now you don’t even recognize Yourself and others Can’t recognize You,So Now YOU start to say what others want to hear “ I’m fine “.You start saying it so many times you Even think maybe you’d Believe it And you really start To but deep down you know That’s not the truth.