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Words Kill and Words Save

July 20, 2013
By MMOON PLATINUM, Bellingham, Washington
MMOON PLATINUM, Bellingham, Washington
26 articles 1 photo 30 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Sop being afriad of what could go wrong. Start being positive about what could go right"
I also have another "Loving someone is like hugging a cactus. The harder you hold the more it hurts"


Those stupid words that I hear all the time.
The ones that friends say aren’t true,
But no matter who says it, I still believe those words.
I believe it all.
FAT


STUPID



UGLY
NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE YOU
YOU’RE A FAILURE
I believe it all, and they just keep repeating in my head.
Over and over again.
A never ending voice saying them in my head.
I feel ugly and I feel fat.
I believe it… even though both guys and girls tell me I am beautiful and amazing and skinny.
Never do I believe it.
When guys stare at me,
Looking me up and down.
I always think… they are looking because they think I am ugly and fat.
When they are actually looking at me because I am beautiful and they think I am hot.
The teasing never end.
The words are always there.
Until one day HE tells them off.
Tell them I am beautiful and amazing
And that they are ugly, stupid and horrible people.
The one guy that I have been eyeing for forever.
He told me I am beautiful and amazing.
Told me he likes me, and that what they said is the total opposite of the truth.
That day… he saved me.
Literally. I was going to go home that day.
Go home and kill myself,
But I am still alive.
I am alive because of that amazing guy that said something.
That amazing guy who now calls me.
Beautiful… amazing… silly… funny.
And calls me Girlfriend… sweetheart… and silly goose every day.
I told him one day what I was going to do that day after school.
Told him he saved me,
And this is what he said… you saved me. I had no one to live for and no one to love.
But now I do. I live for myself and for the one I love…You.


The author's comments:
This never happened to me, but I have been called those things before and this was inspired by if it had gone too far and ended up with me being that depressed.

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on Jul. 30 2013 at 4:24 pm
DarknessHasFallen GOLD, Broomfield, Colorado
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Favorite Quote:
I'm fine. I just feel like I'm shattered into hundred of little shards of glass and I'm going to hurt everybody who loves me.

this is beautiful... and so relatable 5/5

on Jul. 30 2013 at 4:18 pm
dbk1098 PLATINUM, Rockville, Maryland
20 articles 0 photos 41 comments
love this!!! It is so real and true!!! I can definitely relate as well! 

on Jul. 30 2013 at 4:06 pm
Carpe-Caffeam GOLD, No Where, Florida
10 articles 0 photos 445 comments

Favorite Quote:
“If it weren’t for the coffee, I’d have no identifiable personality whatsoever.” –David Letterman

HA LOVE <3 DAWWW this is priceless. Awesome job!