i don't know what to do anymore
what to do about us?

is there even an us?

i don't know anymore...

it hurts when i smile,
it hurts when i cry,
and you're the reason why.

you're the reason i cry,
you're the reason i smile,
you're the reason i think too much.

you're the reason i hide inside myself.
i don't talk anymore,
i don't smile anymore,
i don't care anymore.
you're the reason i cried,
but now i gotta find a new reason to smile.

if you loved me, you wouldn't have let me go.
you wouldn't have given up.
you wouldn't have not fought.

i only cry in the rain so you can't tell, so you can't feel sorry for me. i don't need your pitty.