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Crazy Jealousy
Staring at
 
 Faded pictures
 
 And forgotten memories I see the girl
 
 I wanted to be
 
 The girl standing there beside me
 
 We were young
 We were not yet
 
 Subjected to the ways of the world 
 
 We were only best friends
 
 As we grew up
 
 Ahe grew a part from me
 
 And I'm still fighting to hold on
 To our yesterdays and 
 
 Broken promises
 
 While she has moved on
 
 With her life
 
 Down a road that I wouldn't have minded taking too
 
 Though she has forgotten me
 
 Inside she still holds a piece of my heart for
 
 She is a reminder of who I wish I were
 
 Young and foolish
 
 Playing games
 
 She began toying with my mind
 
 It was all
 Unintentional but still
 
 That hurt has left a scar across my life
 
 And if she wereto
 
 
 Hear this song
 
 She'd have no idea who it was inspired by 
 
 All that she'd know
 
 All that would matter is
 
 That she could sing it better
 
 As we grew up
 
 She grew a part from me
 
 And I'm still fighting to hold on
 
 To our yesterdays and 
 
 Broken promises
 
 While she has moved on
 
 With her life
 
 Down a road that I wouldn't have minded taking too
 
 Though she has forgotten me
 
 Inside she still holds a piece of my heart for
 
 She is a reminder of who I wish I were
 
 Oh do I really wish I were her?
 
 Is she what I want to be?
 
 Now I see 
 
 
 This jealousy
 
 It has been eating away at me
 
 For too long
 
 Can I change that?
 
 the years to come
 
 I don't know if I am strong enough
 
 To ever truly let her go
 
 Whenever we were together I was
 
 Always walking as her silent shadow
 
 And I still think 
 
 Back to the days 
 
 Before she knew that she was any better 
 
 Any better than 
 
 Was she really any better than me at all?
 
 I am tired
 
 Of tiring out I
 
 Am toying with my own mind now
 
 She is her
 
 And I am me
 
 That is all we could ever be
 
 And though the grass may seem greener on
 
 Her side sometimes
 
 My grass is any colour I want it to be
 
 And I'll still love her
 
 Our ties were bind-ed long ago
 
 I hope she's listening to this song
 
 I would want her to sing along
 
 I am setting myself free
 
 Free from my crazy jealousy
 
 As we grew up
 
 We grew a part
 
 I'm comfortable with the way things are
 
 Don't have to fight anymore
 Our yesterdays and 
 
 Broken promises
 
 Are forgiven and pure as gold
 
 She has moved on
 
 With her life
 
 Down a road that was specially designed for her 
 
 While I get to go down my own
 
 I don't truly think
 
 She has forgotten me
 
 She will always hold a 
 
 Place in my heart for
 
 She is a reminder 
 
 Of how strong I have come to be and
 
 No matter what may happen she
 
 Will remain a part of me
 
 Minus the jealousy.

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