Hey heart why do you march to a beat, that it you just learned
While you have a race with my lungs to see, which could go faster
And calm down the breath that leaves is harder than you think,
Now go leave me alone when im like this
When i see red some much, that once a knife and a box were good till it flowed out of me like a river with wounds in a broken box
Or the time I just cry, for no reason just the dam behind my eyes break and I just control it because I don't need people asking why im starting to cry, when i have no idea why. Now it flows so much that i broke down sobbing in the car for no reason just i talked and it snapped like a twig. Leave me alone when that happens that what my mom did when i was breaking in the front seat, when my dam was falling.
The moment that scares me the most then passing out from not being able to stop the race from my lungs, or putting the cork in the dam of my eyes, and making people winder whats wrong
The moment if nothing, the feeling of numbness like your a robot with no emotions, just wanting to be away from people and sit in the silence that matches the way your body feels like its empty or lost. That nothing matches the feeling thats do hard to match that the only way you can say it is that you feel numb.

I'm used to be alone with these I can live with a swing in my body that changes when ever it wants, i was raised with space and thats how i learn with space. Even when my bodys aganist alone I can let it flow much better than I would like to admit. I work alone, with my emotions so don't get in their way, if I dont you shouldn't