Thinking sucks when all I have to think about are the bad things
The sad things
And you know the more you think
The more tears make rivers down your cheeks
You're not sure why you're crying
It could be the sad music
The pain in your chest
You bad day two years ago
Or the conversation you had that night
The friends you lost

But the worst thing
Is that you're crying alone
And nobody cares
Or ever will

So on long nights like this
I can't help but want to die
A freak car accident
Or a robbery gone wrong
I don't want to kill myself
But I wish death would come for me faster

We are old friends after all