Feelin so lonely

so invisible so

lifeless in my

heart so dull

doubt that I'll

perk up again

until my dear

is back with

me again I

can't seem to

get the feelin

of being in

the shadows once

again feelin like

I was the

shadow of my

former past self 

I met my

girl but now

that she is

absent I will

stare at a 

wall or the

places where she

sits hoping that

I won't feel

like a shadow

I love her

just want her 

to be ok

but all I

am now is

a shadow of

my former self

I'm just the

shadow of my

once genuine happy

self but now

I'll be the

shaow of sadness