There are points in time when I can feel everything all at once-

The emotions overtake me and I am forced to succumb to their dominace.

This is a feeling that I only experience when I am in an infinite state of mind.

I assume that is what being infinite feels like.

Not having control over my emotions frightens me because I never know what actions may follow.

I am dumbfounded on how to gain back my power,

And I do not know how long this will go on until I cannot take it anymore.

I hope and pray it does not come to this.

Fear and anxiety can feed your motivation to do something, But it is a wild gamble between life and death.