My mind; A mass of destruction,

I can't seem to function

with the mass of darkness there

wondering when will it let me go and

when will it finally let me get some air?

You don't seem to get it do you?

I feel the depth of it now,

if only others knew.

I scream at you to go away and don't come back,

but you still keep on harassing me with your words full of melancholy,

and painful feedback.

Now i'm weak with no more strength,

all this pain has no end

just a terrible long length.

The weight of it on my shoulders makes me slouch with extra pain

that makes me think about if I am already losing my mind;

my mind finally insane.

You lost me so long ago

with only pain to share.

And as I walk through life,

I want you to know that life isn't fair,

because this crushing darkness will always be there.