Cold.
Body aching for something to feel...
My soul ravished by the feeling of rejection...
My hands bruised and scraped from falling too hard….
Everything’s Cold. Ice Cold.
Cold.
I’m sick sneezing. Coughing and wheezing
Cold.
I aint got a jacket but I’m listening to all the racket going on in my lungs.
Cold.
I’m moving more and more sluggish but I need to prove I’m the toughest… Or at least that I love you.
It’s... Freezing.
My heart clouded with remorse and regret.
My thighs open to an intelligent man.
My arms reaching for a love that keeps giving
Why is it so cold…?
Cold.
Like snow in the winter it’s inviting to play with.
Cold.
It’s important so that you don’t forsake the sun.
Cold.
It’s so cold…
My darling tell me what to do with this frozen body I’m looking down at it looks just  like me why does it look just like me…wait… why isn’t it…cold anymore… Wait... why can’t I feel… a thing... panic… Don’t panic... Why can I see my body why isn’t my chest rising and falling…why is my body not moving…?
Cold… Why isn’t it cold…?