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Let Me Know

April 29, 2016
By zigzag.rabbit BRONZE, Vancouver, Other
zigzag.rabbit BRONZE, Vancouver, Other
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Let me know
Show me a sign
I hate the way
My mind
Is consumed by you
By the idea of you
The idea of love

 

I’m scared that my mind
Doesn’t know a thing
And so it compensates
Making up a false reality
But it makes me
Happy

 

Let me know
When you’ve decided
Let me know
What you think about me
I feel self-centered
and self-conscious

 

I can’t anymore
But I’m not fed up
Because I’m waiting for you to
Let me know
Who you really are
So that my mind will stop
Pestering me
With the idea of you

 

But at the same time I’m scared
To find out the truth
Maybe who you really are
Is so far
From my idea of you
I’m in love with the
Idea of love

 

And then I feel guilty
Because I’m setting such
High standards for you
I ruin reality
By imagining reality
Thinking too much
I want to stop
Thinking too much

 

I hate that you
Don’t know any of this
You don’t know how
The idea of you
Has made me so
Happy

 

But then I hate that
My happiness depends so much
On you

 

So let me know
What goes through your head
When you see me in the halls
And I catch the smirk on your face
Because you think I didn’t notice you

 

But I always notice you

 

So just
Let me know

?


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