You are the only the one that listens,

The ONLY one that knows me good enough to judge the components of my soul.

But to all the others,

Oh, they KNOW who they are.

They put me down,

And they LOVE it.

They break me and remind me of the past,

They laugh at me and what they call "weirdness".

But what they don'tknow is that that's my wall!

My protection!

To not only hide my pain and cuts of my emotionally self abuse,

But to cover the pain over the many deaths I've suffered through!

Three of my closest friends!

My grandmother!

and my own... brother.

They rhink they have the right to laugh at me.

They don't know how they make me feel.

But you, of all people, took the time to know me.

So you, and ONLY you, have the rights to judge me.

To the only boy that loves me and listens,

From the only girl that has the key to your heart and treasures it.