I try to not think of you. 
But you were my whole world.
My stars in the sky.
Your blue eyes.
Your bright blonde hair.
The smile I fell in love with.
The personality I loved.
But you just left me behind.
I guess I wasn't important enough to keep.
I loved you.
But I didn't have the guts to tell you.
I miss you.
Every single day.
I dream of you.
I pray to see you out in public.
I just want to see your face.
To see that smile.
If you had a chance. 
Would you come back?
You left me behind. 
And I broke in the process.
Could you tell?
You would accidently touch my hand on the bus.
I would act like I didn't want it.
But honestly I craved your touch.
Your brother was my friend. 
He knew.
He kept it a secret.
Because I couldn't handle the hurt if you didn't like me back.
I hope your life is amazing.
And that you can live your life to the fullest.
While I try to move on.