I ask him why he hasn't called me lately
but I know he's not really here
I ask him how it could end this way
but he tells me it's only because of the fear
I haven't felt this way for quite some time now
and I believed he had healed me
but now the wall of lies is crumbling
and I just don't know how to cope
with all this endless crying
and smiling even though I know it's myself I broke
And I just keep wondering how
things could end this way
I know fear tears things apart
and I know we're the only one's to blame
I have done this to myself
I wasn't aware, but still
Endlessly crying now
inside this cage of a body
Whispering lies and screaming while mumbling
how come no one hears me
I wonder but I know the truth
I look in the mirror
see my mind crumbling
nothing to do about it now
How can I already feel this way?
I just woke
whispering lies and screaming poetry
how come no one hears me
how come they don't stay