She is everywhere I go

In everything I see

Everything that I feel

Everything I hear

Everything I smell

And even everything I taste

She is in it all

Every single time I see flowers 

I see her cute little lips colored in pink or red

The way her lips always chapped

Or her little awkward smile lined against the petals

When I bite into candy 

I taste the sweetness in her personality

The sweetness she rarely shows me anymore

Such sweetness to reminice about

Everytime I touch beaded things

I remember the texture of her wavy hair

How short it ended

And how beautiful she looked in her dresses

Sometimes during the fall I smell the leaves 

And it brings me back to her

Her charming perfume

And how well it went with her alluring voice like the leaves did

Sometimes I hear laughter

And it makes me think of her

How lovely and loud her laugh was

It makes me remember the warmth she filled my heart with

Now almost everything sets off tears to my eyes

And makes my heart bleed

She is in everything

Every part of me too

She has driven me crazy beyond belief 

Touched all of my senses

She has driven herself out of control

And I can't say anything to stop her

I'm not in any of her senses

To her all our memories are nearly worthless,

But with even less value to her is me

To her I am worthless 

We aren't in those photos together to her

She doesn't see,

Feel,

Smell,

Touch,

Or hear something that reminds her of me

I am none of her senses

But she is all five to me.