Silent as a wind
Or a killer in the night
My soul drags on
In between heaven and hell
Unable to decide which would suit me
I have little fight left
So whichever place is chosen
That is where I will stay
My choice may be right or wrong
But i'm only a human
You can say we all make mistakes
Some bigger than others
Others are never to be forgiven
If they are forgiven they aren't trusted
And what is a life if no one trusts you
Would you choose to continue on the path of worthlessness
Or would you try and change your efforts
I'm the one who's on the road of worthlessness
It's true I screwed up in the past
So I have been fighting for trust
Only to find my efforts wasted
Guess there's no use in it right...
It's time for me to give it up and live my life
The way that I want to, without a worry in the world.
I guess this was how my life was to turn out
And the fates have royally screwed me
But I'm going to change my life and this will be mine to control
No more worries over some dumb trust all I truly need is myself
Guess this is what I really feel inside...
And I like the way it sounds
Too bad if no one else feels the same
Because this is my decision and no one can stop it...