The hardest thing is trying to keep breathing when your lungs are filling up with the tears the dam that is your self control is holding back.

The hardest thing is trying to keep your head above the waves when you're on your knees praying to a God that never listened.

The hardest thing is keeping your ship afloat when you're broken and flooded and stranded at sea.

The hardest thing is seeing miles and miles of chaotic ocean and you don't even remember what stable ground felt like.

The hardest thing is not knowing if you'll survive this voyage or not.

The hardest thing is drowning without any water.