Survive

Tears of  Sorrow
Until the end of time
One last wish
Kiss me goodbye
Walk away
Leave it all behind
Be rid this pain
That won’t subside
Now I’ll find peace within my death
I’ve suddenly realized, I’ve got nothing left
I’m lost and alone
There’s no place where I belong
So listen to this final song
One last breath
Before my death
A bullet in my skull
A memory faded and dull
A slit to the wrists
The pain bleeds out
She’s tired of dying inside
Just to breathe in
No tranquility
Nothing left to bleed
Depression consumes her
Devours all that is good
She’s tired of being misunderstood
By people who think they know her so well
They drive her deeper
Into her dark, lonely shell
She fears she’s appalled you
Well don’t be alarmed
She’ll try to keep covered the scars on arm
Sick of trying
Tired of crying
The pain that she’s feeling
You’ll never know
Because it’s finally time for her to go.

STOP!                         

                                                        
She lives in an utterly exasperating world
She has anxiety about ordinary loneliness
Give up?
NEVER!
Don’t pull the trigger
Don’t be afraid to start over
Life will be messy
A work in Progress
Have a vision for the life you want
FEARLESS
In every situation
Living in the past causes depression
Living in the future causes anxiety
Live life now
As long as you’re awake and alive
It’s never too late
For you to be alright.
Survive I shall
But barely through

Begging for a life anew.