My mouth is cut into a Chelsea grin

From your razorblade thumbs

Pulling my frown into a smile

That really is a shadow over my sunrise.

You are endless.

You became my blanket

And you are my rainstorm

And I want the roots to hold us down

While we brave the wind.

I feel you in every fiber of my being

And my clothes are becoming too tights

Because I am not my hunger pains,

And I want to want my body.

I’m bleeding from my mouth

When I blow you kisses

And I’m ripping my muscles to run

From the fact that I am by myself

I want the stars to fall into my throat

And fly me through the galaxy-

Light years from feeling broken

Fix me?

By saying you never loved me

Because there wasn’t enough of me to love.

Break my heart because when I break I become stronger

And I ache to ache to feel alone,

And be okay…okay?