I miss you more than I figured I would
It hurts much more than I thought it should
I cried much more than I think I should
I guess that’s normal and I’m pretty tough
But I still can’t help but wonder why

And I know I should
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
If you stepped proudly back into my life
Would you be better, a stronger man
Or maybe it would be a bonding time
A time for me to gain and understand
My dreams are that you’ll come back to me
And be the man you really should be.
I’d be your princess and you’d be the king
And you’d treat me like a princess should be
But now that many years have gone by and I’ve
Given it some thought.
And now that I think about it
Maybe not…
As most men should be you do not
Add up to me.
I am asking for much more than what
You’re bargaining for
I’m much too big for Christmas presents
And I seriously don’t need to be tucked into
Bed
I may have not had a strong man in
A time of need
In my younger years when I began
To grow and be
But now that I think about it
I truly see
You really didn’t
Deserve someone as
Beautiful
Smart
And
Perfect as me…