I don't know how to want you
Or how to not to want you

I don't know how to stop fantasizing
About your arms around me at night
And your lips on mine in the morning

I don't know what makes your hair
Stand on edge or what makes you
Laugh yourself to years

I don't know how to stop analysing
Your every breath you take around me
Or how to stop feeling a tension
When you stand next to me.

I don't know why you get dandruff
When you're stressed or why you
Choose not to sleep

But I want to know.

I want to know how it feels
To cradle your face in my hands
And say words I won't remember.

I want to know why you can't relate
To people or why you can't talk to me.

I want to know why you're the
Person I fall asleep to and why
You're the person my brain can't think around.


I want to know how is that I want
You so badly but you can only
Like me so little.