She promises not to do it again
That she's learned her lesson
She says she recognizes
That it isn't right what she did
Yet before it is even made

It seems that the promise is shattered
She does it despite all the one's she's hurting
Just wanting to experience that high one more time
Forgetting, letting go, not caring about absolutely anything
She doesn't realize that she'll feel miserable after

She always is
And yet it's like a never ending cycle
It's ruining who she is, the person I used to know
I wish she would stop
Not just for me, but for herself