She's a broken fragile little girl who put up a cheerful front 

A girl who's been torn down by the merciless world that she knows nothing of 

People ripped her rose colored sunglasses off & left her to find it on her own

What they have done cannot be undone & will leave a gash within her soul

She feels her soul is tainted & is no longer worthy of any true affection

Sometimes she wants to end it all but doesn't want anyone to miss her

She's not that important, people will live on & forget her name.

Her heart is depleted with loneliness & hasn't felt so bad in a long time
people just don't get it

They truly didn't then & won't now