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Depression

April 12, 2013
By MelissaKae96 BRONZE, Coon Rapids, Minnesota
MelissaKae96 BRONZE, Coon Rapids, Minnesota
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Why can't I scream until my throat becomes raw?

Why can't I weep until the tears overwhelm me?

Why can't I pound my fists against the wall,

And strangle myself with my leather belt?



I can stare at the ceiling,

And count the white curdles,

1002, 1003, 1004.

I can listen to the rain,

In my artificial sound machine,

And try to find the pattern.



Please, mattress,

Become a pit of sand,

And swallow me up,

Until you spit out my bones,

And I become the home,

Of the spiders.



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