I wish I may, I wish I might,
I wish you could see how hard I fight.
I'm not the person you see me as,
I'm bigger, better, and not all sass.
I want you to see me for me, and not some person on TV.

I want to go back,
Fix the mistakes that I've made.
I would have told you everything,
But now it's too late.

I wish you could understand,
Why I lied all those years,
But now you're harsh and judgmental,
And all you bring me is tears.

Sometimes my world comes crashing down,
And I need you to be there and fix it.
But no matter how hard I try,
I can't bring myself to tell you,
Because I know what you'll say.

I want a good relationship with you,
But it won't happen now,
Because all you see,
Is the bad that I've done,
And I just wish you'd put some trust in me.

I don't know where we'll go from here.
Maybe I'll show you this and you'll shed a tear,
But as of right now,
I don't know where we stand,
And my one wish this year,
Is that you'll guide me along,
And just hold my hand.