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The Attempt
It always happens
 Soft-spoken insults,
 To my injury.
 And injury I know now
 Wasn’t my choice
 Certainly wasn't my call
 …to make. 
 
 No!
 What can they do!
 You’re not injured
 You’re not broken!
 
 But…they…
 They always tell me so.
 Maybe there’s a high place
 Where the air will rush
 Against my tearful face
 And the pavement below
 Will flood
 With the blood of my disgrace
 
 Never!
 Don’t listen to that voice
 Eating away inside you
 Because of them…
 Stop it now
 Don’t let them take you
 
 There words are like knives
 Each, always stabbing at my ears
 Blades cold, and dead
 Reminding me of my face
 Of it worthless gaze
 And barren eyes
 Blue pools that drown in tears
 When can they learn!
 These lacerations of the heart
 They burn,
 And…and…
 Cannot heal.
 
 Don’t say that!
 You think they know?
 Life, on your side.
 It’s hell,
 Yeah, I know
 But listen to me
 Don’t end it all
 Don’t choke that light
 One so rare, one so pure
 A fire in you, that doesn’t deserve To die.
 Don’t end it.
 Because they don’t know how…
 To Dream like you
 
 NO!!!
 I don’t dream!
 My dreams left me
 Just like the others
 My solace in sleep…wasted
 Even the night hates me
 …maybe these pills will help…
 
 Think about this!
 Think about me,
 Here, look at my face
 Remember…what you said?
 That no matter the darkness
 That shames our hearts
 Defy the right to suffer them
 Ignore their callous spit!
 Dress yourself, in loves embrace
 And the dawn will kill the demons?
 
 ...demons…
 Forget you!
 Forget them! They’re all hell to me
 I find no joy anymore
 Not in this…
 No more...not ever.
 Even the stars hate me.
 
 Did I ever make you lonely?
 Did I ever think
 Did I ever say
 Ever
 That you are nothing?
 That you are below me?
 Come here…
 I love you.
 
 They’re everywhere
 
 And I’m right here
 
 I can hear them
 Screaming there hatred at me
 I can feel their fire
 Suffocating me, tearing my heart 
 To shreds
 …maybe he’ll do it for me…
 
 Hey, wipe away you sorrow
 You think it’s good to cry?
 When love…holds your face
 In its hands
 Like this 
 
 Kill me
 
 No
 
 Kill me
 
 I love you
 
 Please
 
 Let me hold you
 
 And a kiss is all it takes
 To light the flame again
 And take away the hate
 That pour from the mouths
 Of those hell-bent dreamers of the damned
 Who hide
 Behind a wish
 To be just like me
 And you

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