I sit alone by a pond and think what does it feel like to drown. They say it's peaceful but who ever lives to tell the tale. So I sit alone by a pond with despair in my heart.I wonder what would be so bad as to slip into that pond and end that despair in my heart. So I do, I slip into that once clam pond and slowly sink into it's cold peaceful hands. All I feel is cold and dark, dark all around me I'm scared. But finally in comes the peace the feeling that everything is alright. Everything is fine the despair is gone along with the feeling of disappointing everybody. So while some may call me crazy for slipping into that clam pond me I don't have a care in the world anymore. While some still suffer I am dancing in the clouds with all my family members that I had missed on earth. So when people call me crazy and still suffer from earthly things I'm as happy as can be.