in the dark, at a table,
alone.
she hears the rain drop on the large windowpane.
alone.
watching as the clear droplets, streaming the windows with clear ribbons - matching the ones on her face.
alone.
as each drop comes down, it tells a story.
being reminded of being let down or disappointed of others
being reminded of cruel backstabbers and covered, broken feelings.
alone.
in a cold, dark room - in a huge, cold house.
alone.
sitting at the dining room table, just you, my friend.
knowing that he has betrayed you, she lied to you and they cheated you.
feeling used and unwanted and full of filth.
feeling of despair and defeat within.
And there's nothing you can do about it but sulk & cry.
Alone.
Lying doesn't solve anything
Covering it over like it never happenend doesn't help either.
Crying doesn't solve anything either, but that's all that can be done right now.
Knowing that he left you for something better - he left because you could give him something he wanted.
And so, you cry ALONE.
Her friends warned her for what she saw as the impossible
but now, is all but a hurtful, pitiful memory in her heart.
No parents to help her, as they left to soak in disappointment.
How her guardians told her , he wasn't the right one.
Oh, but she didnt listen. Why didn't she listen?
But who's sitting alone?
Yes, she is, indeed.
But from now going forward - she knows her place with men, friendships.. everything.
She's ALONE.
In a world with no one to call her own,
no one to say " i love you" to at night.
She sleeps ALONE.
Eats ALONE.
Goes out ALONE.
Works ALONE.
Independence is key, she says
So every man walking her path, take caution : for there be a broken - hearted, soft personalit type of girl
within a beastly shell and all armour out,
Just because its better in the end to be...
ALONE.