I tried to forgive.

I tried to forget,

but me loving you was not allowing me to forgive or forget.

I know it doesn't make sense to you, but to forgive, to me would be like giving you an

invitation to do it again. And to forget...well there is no possible way for me to forget the hurt

so how do I forget the action?

I am sorry that I didn't have what she had

That I didn't give you all you wanted,

but I do have something she didn't have.

I know you won't understand, but I will not allow myself to fall back to you,

because I am afraid and hurt and well...spitefull.

I tried to forgive.

I tried to forget,

but I loved you to much.