Confused conversations swarm through my head.
Round 1:
A best friend’s older brother
Confusion, you know something is wrong
Hurt himself..seth
Anger. Thankfulness to the older brother.

A best friend
A question
An answer
A question
An explanation
Worry
Reassurance

A picture of love

A best friend’s older brother
Where are you I need you...
A panic.Knowledge that something wrong before he came.
He’s o.k. now...won’t talk...or eat...Seth
And then the ugly word
Cancer...

A best friend’s boyfriend
Yeah, but I don't know if I can do it... more and more tired everyday...
A demand
I just don't know if I can...
A reassurance
But there’s a 75% chance that I won't...
A conviction
I’m trying

A best friend
silence...sobbing...hurt
Honey eat something, killing yourself won't save him. Do it for me. Don’t leave me too...
a promise

picture of love

Round three

A best friend.
A question
An answer and a sob

Me
I am here, I will always try to be

A best friend
Another best friend

a picture of love