Paradox

world or dream

destined or cursed

will or fate

given or earn

iron or gold

did the world become like this due to our dreams
or
did ours dreams collide and create to world

did our destiny become our curse
or
did our curse become our destiny

does our free-will change fate
or
does fate control our free-will

did we earn this
or
were we given this

did we pay with iron
or
did we pay with gold

Who AM I?

MY CONSCIENCE MENTAL AT WAR WITH MY VERY EXISTENCE

DAMN AT THAT CRAZY

But it is not crazy to be in a paradox
For the world makes no sense
and to the world you make no sense
but how
when i live like everything else
i am given opportunities like everyone else
but how
when the very fibers of my muscle tire like everything living
because
no one is free from the understanding of himself and the understanding of others
we, human, a paradox in the world of very existence

who am I?

A paradox, not human