My deeds are done,
I am at rest.
I have not won,
but gave my best.

I have hate, love and, desire,
but my evil burns like wildfire.
Though there is no good,
there is always light.
It shows,
even in the darkest night.

I am done playing games,
even though it is true.
There is no one to blame,
but me and you.

Hardest lesson of life,
learning to forgive.
Feels like a knife,
but it's the only way to live.

So I've come to a conclusion,
it's hard to describe.
Almost an allusion,
I get so imbibed.

It feels like death,
no walks only crawls.
One last breath,
before I fall.