My family, so loving
and caring
disappointment is always a factor
when my teenage siblings, throw parties and trash the house
disappointment, that they don't believe what i do.
my parents,
never home anymore.
it makes me lonely
so lonely.
my brother
my poor brother
autism rules his life
its not fair!
why him, and not me?!
i don't truly know my brother
and i probably never will.
i pray every night for things to be different.
i wonder why it never works...
i need things to be different,
because i don't know how to survive my life anymore
i cant stand to hear my mom cry one more night...
Lord, help me