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She caught me off guard

March 27, 2023
By megumijindo BRONZE, Bronx, New York
megumijindo BRONZE, Bronx, New York
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Favorite Quote:
"Where there is a will, there is a way."


Who is she?


I brush the sweat off my face,

as I watch the action be repeated, 

in the mirror right in front of me.


She brushes a strand of hair away from her face as I do.

She braces the sink, with her arms, as I do.


I watch her like a hawk, 

as she stares right back at me.


Who is she?


I watch as tears start to build up in her eyes 

and feel the tears of my own drip down as hers do.


[Drip]


[Movements synchronized]


Who is she?


And all the moments, that just happened, 

swell up in my head and


I watch the girl in front of me,

as her body mimics my every move,

 without any flaws.


Who is she?

or rather... 


Who am I?

I don’t know 


and of course, if I don’t know…

She, of course, would not know


Or...would she?

And if she does, who is this girl?


I look back at the girl in the mirror.


Move, and she moves.

Twirl, and she twirls.

Cry, and she cries.


[Click]

            The girl is...            

                                my very own self. 

                                                     

I laugh at my stupidity.

No wonder, she looks so familiar.

No wonder, she has no pulchritude at all, 

                                                         like I do.


No wonder.

No wonder, she is crying as I do.


For no one understands my pain, except her.

                                                                 No one.



And then, out of the corner of my eye,

the girl in the mirror

suddenly turns, straight at me,

—​​out of stance—​​

and hurls a dagger

at my fragile heart.                  


The author's comments:

This piece was composed by the inspiration of the betrayal trope of a best friend—except the "best friend" in this case, was my self.


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