Why is it that the people we love most tend to disappear from our lives?

Why is it that in the moments of happiness there is always an end and another wave of disappointment or sadness?

Why do we have to leave the vacation?

Why do we have to leave the waterpark?

Why does the football game have to end?

Why can't it be that one thing can last forever?

When the why is asked it shows you haven't made it possible

When the how is asked it seems impossible

When the blue skies turn into a dark abyss we can't control it

When the thoughts in our head turn to negative be that as it may show we don't want to have control

When we have a sense of control sit then runs right into the rabbit hole

When someone else has control and their control over you slowly gets sucked up into a black hole like the love that seemed so real is unfolding

This is the time they give up and leave 

Control in life isn't always as it may seem

Control isn't only who you hang around with

Control isn't what you do in your free time 

Control is also the thoughts in your head

Control is when someone leaves you 

You think about what you did wrong 

How you did wrong