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Nightmare Dreamscape
Drowning in fear
I stay right here
I don't dare move
There's nothing I can do
I sink as I think
On the brink of extinction
Death flirts with me
With lies I can't see
I fall for the trick
I take poison picks
Trickling with promise of peace
I drink the venom to escape
But my mind just loses shape
In a nightmare dreamscape
Daydreaming of what might be
If I gave up to the grave

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My name is Raven. I'm a trans girl who lived in New Hampshire for most of my life. I went to Catholic school for the majority of my school career until the schools started making rules that invalidate my identity. I transferred to a public school and was immediately accepted for who I am. In addition to writing poetry, I enjoy writing music. I primarily play guitar. I also play drums, piano, bass, and sing.
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