If you want to step inside

If you want to stay the night

My door is always open

Future always bright

Because I leave on all my lights

In the motel down the street

Hopes always low

Pain I never show

I wish that you could know

How bad I want you to stay

How bad I wish you were here

Insecurities sneaking in my door

Since I leave it open for you

You never show up

I always blow up

I try help the pain

But it doesn’t go away

And I am open to you

As much as it hurts

Honesty is brutal

Poison to the touch

Despite these drugs

The best medicine is you

But I overdose on these thoughts

Your medicine in my veins

I hope I don’t interrupt

When I’m screaming your name

And when I weep all alone

IT’s because I know

That you’ve opened your door to someone else

But I’m saying, I’ll always be here

With my open door

Always alone

Until you want me more

I’m dead when your gone

Alive when you’re here

But you never want me

Wish I could disappear

Some I’m writing this song

In hopes that you’ll hear

My door is always open

This door is always open for you