Why I quit football. I got a stress fracture in my femur the pain was so bad not even close to rad. I was mad,sad and devastated

One day I hope i become elevated from the experience. I know how it feels to be on crutches. I  miss the feeling of the wind rushing through the bars of the face mask as I ran .

It tore me up inside of my mind. But now football has started to bore me even though it used to be the core of me. 

There is no longer a drive to play maybe one day I will play aging but my time is starting to evaporate like it was water on the sun.

What should I do play or should i quit. I have to admit that's all my mind was most of the time before the season started.

I don't know what to do should play next year. Might shed a tear if i do but i know i will if i don't play.  But for today I cannot play. The end is here.