As I lay awake at night

I wonder how my day will be.

Fun, sad, scary, bad

life is one unexspected dream.

We're all pons in a never ending game

that can't be won nor can be lost.

Some make the most of it

while others can't bare one minute of it.

As the world is spinning round

I feel as if my feet can't touch the ground.

One decision, next decision

why can't a day be normal it seems

As my demons crawl up the beams

to rise and shine all day, all night

to bring me down in one good fight.

Afraid to talk, afraid to speak

Scared to close my eyes i pray

Oh, demons please just go away.

My begging and pleading is no use

so now i lay saying,

goodbye my day.