I lie awake, at the darkest of hours

Staring at the moonlight streaming through my window. 

I try ro close my eyes

And I feel like I am sinking; way down I go.

Eyelashes flutter, those two dark tunnels

The shutter opens.

I can hear whispers.

My inner demons, 

They circle around me

Hand in hand, 

Dancing joyously, celebrating.

All day long,

Trying to break their chains,

To break out an lash.

But the Lier always wins. 

He puts on a smile, 

A brave face.

Smells of cologne, talks a lot. 

Goes with the flow.

Isn't that what you need to survive, anyways?

I lie here in darkness, on my back

My thoughts wandering.

Wheels are turning,

The horses running wild.

Finally, Me time!

I imagine fantasies,

Sometimes dark.

Or should i say all the time.

There ain't no fairies in the real world.

I lie awake. 

Battling with sleep

Until it overpowers me.

Drags me from the feet

And i plunge into darkness.

No hard feelings.

No conscience. 

Not conscious!