Sometimes I think I hear her voice it makes me rejoice . She could make anyone laugh so hard their face would turn bright red and they would almost fall and hit their head.I was happy Until my Mom got a phone call that changed our lives it made me feel like I was stabbed with a thousand knives.

It has been five years since my Aunt Chasy died every one cried .I miss her smiling she was alway laughing .I can still feel the sadness running through the house I remember my soaked blouse and my Mom in the hall crying screaming she’s too young I wanted to say something but I just bit my tongue but she was  right 27 is too young.

I was playing with my sister who was only one at the time . my Mom was cleaning and scrubbing I heard the vacuum stop  . I didn’t think anything of it I just thought she was done until I heard her drop to the floor. .Suddenly I hear her screaming I looked out the door she was crying I didn’t know what to do I just stood there and I guess time flew before I even knew.

I went back into the bedroom scared .My little sister looked at me nostrils flared she was only five and wanted to play I could tell then it was gonna be a long day .all I can remember is what was running through my mind what is wrong!  could possibly be a dog that has just past away but she wouldn’t be saying she is too young and crying that hard I look in my front yard thinking kinda daydreaming .Maybe it’s my aunt heather no it’s not my aunt heather suddenly it crossed my mind maybe it was aunt Chasy I felt lost I walked out of the room to see my Ddad holding my Mom in a tight embrace just incase she falls back down on the ground then she said  “Chasy is dead” .

I ran acrossed the hall into my room terrified we it has been verified she is dead I jumped on my bed tears dancing on my face why can’t life ever go my way . I guess it was just her time to go, if only we knew she didn’t just have a cold it was something worse  she was coughing a lot and was a little hot I wish we knew that night before we were sleeping her brain was bleeding.

I wish I got to choose life then life would go my way but I guess life never goes as planned that's the point of life isn’t it?