I no longer wanna act,
So here is a fact.

I know how it hurts,
Thinking it's only gonna get worse.

I major in sadness,
Along with numbness.

Looking for someone to follow,
only to find, they're shallow.

Just wanting to smile,
If only for a while.

For you to be able to mean it,
Not just to act perfect.

Please, no more tormenting.
I'm here, and I'm willing.

I do what I'm told,
No matter how mean or cold

You seems to get,
Go ahead, through your little fit.

I now say no more,
I mean it, down to my core.

I'm done with you,
Come back when you're new.

Until then, I'm done!
It's me who has won!!

4-30-10