I dont understand why this has hurt me.
You're just one boy, it was just one fight.
Feeling tortured, alone, I can not see...
Through all the many tears I cried tonight.

I never thought you'd leave me in this state.
Dejected. Astray. Empty and broken.
Theres nothing to do besides sit and wait.
From this fantasy I have now woken.

Did you mean nothing from all that you said.
Did I just simply trust all of your lies.
I thought I was always one step ahead.
Never thought it'd be me that you'd despise.

Being without you has torn me apart.
I meant nothing to your cold hardened heart.