Another disappointment from you

Why do I hold on to you

When there's nothing to even hold on to?

I should let you go, set you free

But I can't bring myself to such extremes

So I'll let you just break me.

If there's anything that I've learned,

the only thing that matters is:

Keept it together on the outside

Though I'm broken beyond repair in the inside

I've already lost you so long ago but I

can't let you go completely

Even if you always break me

You forgot my birthday again

It doesn't hurt I pretend

I tell myself maybe you've been busy

But then again you seem to do this over and over again

I say this is new, this is not you

But I think deep down I know the truth

You always break me

And I can never see it coming

Again and Again

I hate you I do

Then why do I let you break me, why do I let you?

When I was at my worst

You only drove me down farther than I thought I could ever go

When I was at my best,

You showed me it wasn't enough, no

And I don't know you anymore, not really

But you continue to ruin me so completely

If there's anything that I've learned,

The only thing that matters is:

Keep it together on the outside

though I'm broken beyond repair in the inside

I've already lost you so long ago but I

can't let you completely

Even if you always break me

I can't let you go, not completely

Even if you always break me.