You infiltrated my heart. 

With something. 

Something impure. 

    You.

    You were so good . 

    Yet so bad.

    In all the wrong and right ways.

    You made my heart ache,

    And skip a beat at the same time.

    You’re gone now though.

    You never seem to leave my mind. 

       My heart. 

       Taken over. 

       By the awakening thought of you.

       Every moment. 

       Every single day. 

       I have to spend without you.

            You never loved me. 

            You wanted to use me.

            You needed me. 

            You’re greedy.

            You knew I’d stay.

            An easy target. 

                  Breaking me down. 

                  Piece by piece. 

                  You’re gone. 

                  I’m still breaking.

                  You’re not here.

                  How’s it still happening.

                         I could never move on. 

                         Everyone wants me too. 

                         For my sanity. 

                         How could I? 

                         In every moment. 

                      The sad.

                      The happy. 

                      The angry.

                      The dying thought of never being. 

                      Never being able to leave the storm. 

                            Their was happiness deep down. 

                            I held on to that very feeling.

                            As if it were the closest thing to my heart. 

                            All their ever really was, was darkness. 

                            In a Dead Sea of nothingness. 

                                   Haunting me. 

                                   Telling me I was nothing.  

                                   You beat me down.

                                   Took all I had.

                                        Did you know?  

                                        What all I ever wanted.

                                        It was for you to love me. 

                                       As I had once loved you.